you came and you left... just like that

You stepped into my heart just like that without any permission.
You made my heart feel so beautiful, that i've never felt before, I love you...
I cherished every moment i shared with you, I treasure every second when im thinking of you.
I've loved you with all my heart and my soul, everything, i gave you everything, everything, i gave you everything.
I've loved you ever since the first moment
And now you just leave without a sound. You made a hole inside my heart. That stays in here forever. Just like a scar... Now i'm feeling so lonely, now my heart is so cold, now i don't know what to do, to make you come back here...
From this moment i have to learn to let you go... Let this memory free... A memory of love, happiness, sadness, ... ...

the day you went away

I wonder, could it be when i was thinking about you baby you were thinking of me?
Did i lose my love to someone better and does she love you like i do? I do you know i really really do?
So much i need to say, been thinking since the day, the day you disappear. So sad but true for me there's only you, been crying since the day, the day you went...
I've lose something that i will never have again...

when you're gone gone gone

I've Never Felt This Way Before, everything that i do reminds me of you. And the clothes you left they ly on the floor and they smell just like you, i love the things that you do. When you're away i count the steps that you take, do you see how much i need you right now? When you're gone, the pieces of my heart i'm missing you, when you're gone the face i came to know is missing too, when you're gone the words i need to hear to always get me through the day and make it okay... I Miss You! We were made for each other, out here forever, i know we were. I know ever wanted is for you to know, everything i do i give my heart and soul. I can hardly breathe i need to feel you right here with me... I miss you...

The circle of friendship. My friends who surround me whenever and wherever...

the day she turned 17!

congrats! you are now 17! And this is so great! haha! im so happy for you!
This is the time when you will face more... more difficulties....
But no worries! I'm here for you always!
I'm so happy to have a friend like you! I appreciate all the things you've done! being my friend!
Love ya, girl! muaxx!

brother's birthday lunch

what are we doing?? fooling around in the car...
eat eat eat... SHOBUN; 1utama
ate a lot of ice-cream~~~~!
where is my present??

this is what my heart tells me

my heart tells me everything i need to know.. my heart tells me he is the right guy for me... because i have already deeply in love with him... this is the first time im having this kind of feeling... so deep... so unpredictable.. so unexplainable... so wonderful...

how i wish i could be his side... how i wish i meet him in a right situation... the guy i met is so far away from me... its so hard for us to commit into a relationship... so far away.... this has become a barrier for us...

Can you wait? Wait for me? I would wait as long as it takes to be right beside you... I want to ask you... Would you wait for me? After I am able to settle all these things? But im scared... what if the answer come out from your mouth ain't what i want? Oh... torturing... by thoughts...

But i wanna let you know... i will always wait as long as it takes... no matter what... and i don't know where the hell my guts come from?? you're nothing good... you smoke... you drink... you aren't the guy i was waiting for... but why you are??

-f-r-i-e-n-d-s-

My life is wonderful, happy

because

I have FRIENDS.

I love all my friends...

They bring happiness and never give up!

I love them because they are always here...

They would share their happiness and sadness together..

I love them for who they are!

Not for how they looked..(although all my friends are pretty and handsome)

Life would be quiet without friends around...

Because my life is always noisy!! muaxx! *kisses*

E.V.E.R.Y

Every night i sleep with a smile,
Everyday I am so happy,
Every night in my dreams, i dream of you.
This is my feeling for you. Can't you sense it?

I feel so lonely when you weren't talking to me...
I was impatient when you didn't reply...
Are you alright?? OR What were you doing??
There were a lot in my mind....

Every second you will appear in my mind,
Every minute i will miss your voice,
Every hour i can't wait to see you again,
Every day and night I am happy because you are there.

What is the true meaning of LOVE?
And what is the feeling of crush?

You are always worry for someone you love but not angry...
You care for your love ones, health, studies, life...
You won't be angry for what he/she did... but You will worry...
Impatient when he don't reply your message or when he is busy...
But you will wait a bit longer to wait for his reply...
But you can't wait to send him a message just to say "How are you?"
Asking your love ones to sleep earlier... but not to ask her talk in the middle of the night...
Cares for her health and make sure she sleep tight...
Never wants her to do those things which aren't good for herself...

S H I P

"It's a feeling far beyond meaning and definition.. Its abstract.. All i can say is i know i have feelings for u although we don't really know each other.. And that has become a barrier for us now.. I want to know u.. The real u.. u and not anyone else before we commit into a relationship.. Because i no longer want a ship that sinks.. i want a ship that voyage into enchanted places.."


I am forever more willing to sail in that ship which voyage to enchanted places. Places where there's only me and you... where i can find everything wonderful... Right! i wouldn't to sail in a ship that is amde out of paper. She won't reach any place by time and she will sink and disappear in just a glimpse. Sink into the ocean which is so deep, dark and lonely..so deep inside.

But still i am willing to sail the ship with u and only u. Sail in a ship that is as solid as platinum, as shinning as diamond, as beautiful as my feeling for u, as powerful as the Mighty God Zeus, may the ship bring me n you, together we sail to a place where no one has ever been, where there's only me n you!